In the tapestry of life, every thread tells a story, and for me, these stories have unfolded into melodies and sounds that resonate with my journey through 61 years of existence. Through my music, I’ve translated experiences, struggles, joys, and revelations into atmospheric songs that invite listeners into my world. Let me take you on a voyage through four distinct pieces that stand out in my collection: “Stroke,” “Inuit,” “Coma,” and “Mind Travel.”
Stroke
“Stroke” is a personal narrative transformed into sound, encapsulating the turmoil and introspection that followed a stroke I experienced a year ago. This piece is not just a reflection on the fragility of life but a testament to resilience and recovery. Through a blend of stark rhythms and flowing melodies, the song embodies the sudden shifts in reality I faced, the fight for normalcy, and the eventual acceptance of a new way of being. It’s a musical journey through adversity, showcasing the strength found in vulnerability.
Inuit
Drawing from the depths of my heritage, “Inuit” is a soundscape that stretches across 20,000 years, telling the tale of my ancestors through the language of music. This piece is a bridge to the past, a sonic exploration of the trials, tribulations, and triumphs that have been passed down through generations. It’s an homage to the resilience of my lineage, crafted with a mix of traditional and contemporary sounds that merge to form a timeless narrative of identity and belonging.
Coma
“Coma” delves into a childhood memory marked by trauma and awakening. After a severe fall on a glacier that led to a coma, this piece explores the surreal landscape of unconsciousness and the clarity that can come from such a profound experience. It’s a journey through the liminal space between life and oblivion, expressed through ethereal tones and haunting melodies that convey the confusion, fear, and eventual peace I found in that suspended state of being.
Mind Travel
Finally, “Mind Travel” ventures into the realms beyond life, inspired by the concept of time travel after death. This atmospheric song isn’t about haunting but rather a gentle exploration of existence beyond the physical. With lush soundscapes and airy drones, it captures the essence of the soul’s journey through time, visiting loved ones with a smile, free from the constraints of the mortal world. It’s a testament to the enduring spirit, embracing the unknown with curiosity and joy.
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Xenocode
Join me on an extraordinary adventure where I uncover the hidden secrets of a mysterious artifact known as the “Xenocode.” Found during a daring solo climb in August 1984, this enigmatic plate, etched with unknown glyphs, has remained a secret until now. While ascending a treacherous mountain renowned for its ancient, crumbling paths and perilous conditions, I spotted something shining inconspicuously in a location no regular climber would venture. Compelled by curiosity, I deviated from the main route to investigate. What I discovered was not at the summit, but off a beaten path where the risks magnified — a place where the mountain’s billion-year-old legacy of solid granite and unstable terrain tests even the most seasoned climbers. This video documents the first time I’ve shared the existence of the Xenocode with anyone. Dive into the details of the climb, the discovery, and my hypotheses about the origins and meanings of the glyphs engraved on this plate. What secrets does the Xenocode hold? Could this find rewrite historical truths or simply be a relic left by past adventurers? Watch as we explore these mysteries together. Subscribe and follow this journey into the past, unraveling a story set in stone on one of the world’s most dangerous mountains. Stay tuned as we seek expert opinions and further analysis in upcoming videos. The quest to decode the Xenocode has just begun! Recorded using my Moog One, Oberheim Matrix-12 & 4x 1000, Roland Jupiter-8.
My Journey
My life has been a symphony of highs and lows, a story of being torn from my roots early on and navigating a world that often felt unwelcoming. Despite the challenges, I carved a path for myself, first as a successful coder and then as a musician, seizing the opportunities that came my way. The 80s and 90s were my canvas, a period of exploration and indulgence, traveling the world, immersing myself in the cultures of party islands and love islands, living in the moment with music as my constant companion.
My adventures were funded by a career that outpaced even the best-paying jobs of the time, long before the digital age took hold. Yet, the rewards of my labor were fleeting, spent on ephemeral joys and the pursuit of the next great experience. But in those moments, amidst the revelry and the rhythm of life, I found fragments of myself and the inspiration for my music.
These four songs—each a chapter of my story—invite listeners to traverse the landscapes of my mind, my heritage, and my heart. They are more than compositions; they are invitations to understand, to feel, and to journey with me through the tapestry of my life. Despite the struggles and the sense of not quite fitting in, my music has been a sanctuary, a space where I could express, explore, and ultimately, connect with others on a level beyond words.
In sharing these soundscapes, I hope to offer not just insight into my experiences but to resonate with those who have felt the tremor of life’s unpredictability, the warmth of deep-rooted connections, and the light of discovery that lies beyond every challenge. Welcome to my world, a realm where sounds tell stories, and every note is a step on the journey of life.